Life is challenging isn'it?
It depends on how we endure the challenges.some people easily give up, some people endure it with resilient.same thing goes to me.tons of problems strike my life as it has no ends.family problem,health problem and the most challenging is, friends problem.My smiles now are totally different with my previous smiles.Now, I smile to hide the pains and scars that conquer my heart.I am serious.I'm neither seeking for sympathy nor attention.I know there are a lot of pretending friends that act like they care about me, but the truth is, THEY JUST WANT TO SHOW THAT THEY'RE SOME GOOD FRIENDS!i know , i know and i know it.It is better for me to keep my pains and problems alone.Let me suffer alone than to share it with someone that is not willing at all to hear it.I hardly can trust anybody.I'm such a loner and a loser.I live with my problems and pains.I want to move a new world. A new world where it is free of PROBLEMS AND PAINS.I'M SO DOWN.ahh I feel like crying but if I do,who the hell will care?they are busy with their lives and lovers, i repeat, LOVERS! I know I'm not at the best level of my health, but why must it be the reason they put me aside? Am I a troublemaker?If so,I'll try not to trouble them anymore.Maybe at the moment I'm dying ,I will feel free of pains and problems.Oh Allah.
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